Whispers ...

Cell phones.. gah
I love mine, don't get me wrong but when you are standing in line and making an order or paying for something.. get off the phone! gah.. or people texting and driving.. don't get me started.

When around family and talking to my girlfriend-Texting.
When alone and wanting to hear her voice-Calling.

My friend made the account for me but my username came from a darker time in my life when I thought there was no return. I felt heartless, soulless even. I am a wolf, by nature so I became a soulless wolf. Nothing mega big.

Chocolate, I could do it.. I think.. more then likely not XD

Move far away from here. Pay for my grandmother to be taken care of for life if I didn't take her with me.
Buy mine and Finny's dream home out in the middle of no where. Write on my books with out fear of dealing with working for my folks again.
I would pay off my truck so that I could have it and not deal with my folks talking about spending over 700$ a month on it.

I would buy my freedom.

For the past two years, I have loved it.
before then... it was just another day.

My biggest fear was the skeleton that ended sticking to my bedroom window.
It was a Halloween deco that my mom put up in the windows of our home when I was little, well the sun backed it on to my bedroom window and it scared the crap out of me ever time we have a storm. I was frightened of the dark because of it and the teddy bears that had 'X's for eyes and carried knives in attempts to kill me. I as a sick kid, in the sense I had to take a lot of med.s just to breath so, I ended up seeing a lot of things that were not there.
Bah...

Lust.. always Lust.. XD
not telling why XD

Sorry puppies win out for me XD I love Puppies

Throw me to the wolves...not really.. I would rather be turned to ask and scattered in the woods....but my family would have me planted by them XD

Well things seemed to have lightened up on me a bit. My tooth is fine, zaps me every now and again but other then that its ok.
The store is still being built and I go to work every day to pay the bills.
I am still with Finny, whom I loves XD
and my apartment is a mess XD But I am ok with that I guess.
I am feeling better, I am feeling good and I am not sure why though I will not fight it.
<Maybe I need sleep XD

Truth told, Honor bound and Duck-monkeys, all three are things I say.
I said duck-monkeys at IHOP the other night and my waitress looked at me funny while my room mates and I laughed.. I say Duck-Monkeys to keep from cussing, it more or less replaces 'fork' *insert bad word here that rhymes with duck* and 'ass' < how that works I don't know but it does XD
At any rate.

Truth told is an odd way of saying something in reply to "are you for real?" and it is normally followed with more of an explanation.. like "Truth told I hear she has been cheating on him for weeks. "

Honor Bound is more or less 'I give you my word' or 'I promise.' If I say Honor bound I can't break it.

Ok this has been a shitty week let me tell you. First I woke up back hurting, neck hurting then I cut the piss out of myself when getting ready for work yesterday morning. I get to work and I throw a whole bucket of Teri-chicken in the floor, big mess. I hit and kicked and bumped in to every thing I could find in the store *dies* Then I get home and I fell asleep on the couch for an hour, when I was trying to watch NCIS....Well after that I ate use out of house and home..go fat kid power!

Today started off worse..My alarm went off and I sat up to turn it off when suddenly I heard something snap and pop.. I froze as suddenly something fell on my tongue. Damned if I didn't break my tooth! Popped a whole wall of one of my back teeth off completely. So I sat for a bit in the docs chair to have him file it all the way down to nothing, put a temp in and now I wait for 2 weeks before I can have the real deal put in.. *sigh* so I am fighting pain, not telling anyone that every now and again It kicked me really hard....but I am good. It sucks!!! and it is only Tuesday...yeah.. happy dance for me....shit.

I am a selfish person, no lie so It bugs me when people don't ask to use things like my ps2.
When I lived with a friend of mine, my game was hooked up to his tv, which he said I could do because it wasn't hooked to cable and it was in the bed room I was staying in. Well I got home one day to find him playing on it.. Ok. That is fine, I'll live. one time. Well weeks passed and every day I would come home from work to find him playing on my ps2, my games too. Well one day I asked him while he was at work with me, (he is sorta an encase we need help call him list type guy... he worked off and one at the same place. At any rate) I finely asked him if he could please just send me a text message to tell me he wanted to play on it.. I guess the biggest part of the problem was it was in the bed room I slept in with the rest of my stuff...any way. He got pissed and ended up saying that that was fine as long as I understood I didn't have to ask him to use his microwave, stove, Tv in the living room, TV in the bed room, bed, closet, book shelf, washer and dryer, and bathroom.. Needless to say I moved out a few weeks later.

Now I get huff when my new room mates use my ps3 though it doesn't matter it is the only way to watch DVDs unless we hook up my DVD player, and it is also my TV... so I am having to deal with this.. and the fact people keep beating my games before I do.. which really peeves me off. Too much so at times...I snap at them.. when I know I shouldn't...
I R bad person.

A blaze with Passion and courage...This Tiger fears nothing by loneliness.

I am the Year of the Tiger, and I fit it to a tee. Game Match score.
*bow*

It is very interesting to ask, I have so many I can pick from.
There was one day I was at work and my mom and dad came in to the store. I couldn't get from behind the counter in time to say hey because I was checking some one out, at any rate I over heard my mom telling my dad what she bought at the store... *shudder* not going to repeat that one...*shudder*

Then I was sitting at school one day and over heard a pair of my friends talking about one's *female by the way* 10 donkey pein.

Then there was the many times I was at work and I was just making the Sandwich when one of my co-workers got to talking with some one about sex toys, anal beads and such... my co-worker just so happened to be a gay boy and the person in line was an older lady.

There are so many more but my mind has blocked them all out XD

Not really, though there was one Christmas that I was at Target with my mom and we were walking about shopping. Well While shopping she found a bottle of nail polish she liked a lot and had me hold it. I was some where around the age 14-15 i think, at any rate she handed it to me to carry while she shopped on. Well I easily lose sight of what it is I am doing and started playing with this little turtle bean bag thing I had, really was sand not beans but that is aside from the point, any ways.....I stuffed the turtle and the polish in my pocket when my mom asked me to hold something else. I walked all the way out of the store with the polish in my pocket. No one knew it, not even myself until I got out to the car. When I found out it was in my pocket I freaked out and ran back into the store. They started laying into me saying I stole it and my mom made me take it back. They were going to arrest me but my mom jumped in, things that make you go WOW... XD, and told them I found it all of my own. That I had not stolen it. she chewed them big time.
So I guess the answer is now XD

It is a tie really between Roo and the ever lovely Eeyore.
I have my days where the world can just bring me down and I am a sad little blue donkey and then there are those days that I am bouncing off the walls I can hardly stand myself..

I love Roo more however because he keeps me young. I am always game for something new and when I am not so down and blue I am willing to do anything in the name of adventurer and mystery
XD

Comfortable all the way. I am sorry but I would take a pair of ratty blue jeans and a t-shirt over anything else. it is just more my style. XD

Well lets us see.. where to start with this evenings rant?

Oh I know....
A new year has come and it marks the full year that my girlfriend and I have been together. I am happy and overly joyed for this. We also have moved into our own apartment and are snuggling in just fine with our Bear.
The Orsi is still ill as hell at me but I will live and get over it... though he was in a car wreck a few days ago and had me worried but when I saw him and he was an ass I let it go and just hope he doesn't die of Aids.

We now, if you can't tell, has the internets XD and I s happy for sure of that XD
RPS..and shopping an.. yummy stuffs XD Speaking of Shopping.. I need to go do that now XD

Laters